Mill On A Tread

I’m in love with all these things I’m not smart enough to be not smart enough to see not smart enough to think, is the thought and thinking intelligence or an attitude a way of being? Life is so fleeting yet the hours here crawl, the sun sails high and I wonder why oh why can’t the night take hold just yet, pen and finger tips told all the rest, I wanna feel I wanna be I wanna make, words as a way of life I give them mine and I am theirs. Punctuate the places with peppered bits of flair, draw their eyeballs in until they’re purged of every care, their senses trickle and though they’re fickle I hope to alleviate their time, just gotta get it down get it out and be well on my way, there aren’t enough hours in the day so I guess I’ll just have to be tired and true until I can pretend though not pretentiously that I am all those things I think and completely fail to understand.